Just a little...

I am a stay home mom so I guess you could say unemployed at the moment. I am 28 and still unsure about what I want to do with my life work wise. I would love nothing more than to stay home with my boys everyday if only I could find a job that would allow that. God knows we could use a second income around here. But since this area is pretty much a lost cause when it comes to jobs, I guess I am stuck. Somedays I am not quite sure though, about the whole staying home deal. By the end of most days I am ready to scream bloody murder and pull my hair out. Its bad enough that I am not quite 28 yet (almost), and I have to dye my hair due to all the grays I have accumulated over the past few years. I am engaged to marry the father of both my boys in September. It only took us 4 years and 2 kids later to get that accomplished. Don't get me wrong, I love him dearly, but somedays I would love to trade him in........a nice Edward (robert pattinson) would suffice nicely. Oh yeah, I am a twilight fan obvioulsy. I am on facebook and like most people I tend to vent on there about things, somedays its about the hubby-to-be. But some people took it alittle to serious and now have the nerve to question why I am getting married. HELLO, have you never been mad at some one and spouted of a line of crap about them. So now I have to watch what I say and quit complaining about the things that don't please me in my day on facebook. So instead I am now starting this blog!! If you are one of the crazy people that happen to read all of this, god bless you, and please don't take half of what I say seriously! I am an extremely sarcastic humorous person, who cant spell (apologies for that now), who likes to talk about my demented family and our weird ways. This is gonna be my way of expressing myself without causing any drama in my life since I am pretty sure anyone, if anyone, who reads this has no idea who I am!!!